Jamais. Never forget. Black feet, black hands, broken, filthy nails. A nine year old going on ninty. 11. The number buried alive.
Amazing grace, oh how sweet was that sound? Wailing through the doors, shaking the rafters and my bones. The light was white, reflecting off the walls. Their skin was dark and rich, their voices strong and beautiful. Beautiful.







I sat in my tent and cried. My heart burst, it burst through my chest, and it left blood on my hands. I sat there and saw it all. I felt it, I smelled it. I cried, and cried. I gasped for air, but it wouldn’t come. I couldn’t believe how blinding the light was once my eyes had been forced open for the first time. I couldn’t believe the pain. A chain attached itself to my heart, and suddenly it weighed a ton. Ten minutes, and I slowed my breathing, wiped my eyes, unzipped my tent and stepped into the sun. I was 17, so young to fall in love, but from that moment on, my heart belonged to Haiti.

Jamias. Never forget, jamais.









I tasted the orange dusty sunsets of Cambodia. I smelled the burning landfill. I met a Pol Pot survivor, a survivor. Living in the dump all her life. The pulse of the world quickens. The belts in America thicken, and she stays steady, steps carefully, and survives.
The world of the slums, with cardboard-paved streets and teetering houses made of trash. Sunlight filters through and a naked child runs by, carrying scissors. He’s just a child.

The world whirls, its colors blurring together. The smells blend, and all I can make out is that sting of burning trash. Burning my senses and jarring my defenses.
He’s missing an eye, and half of an arm. He pulls a land mine from the air and tosses it lazily up and down, showing us how his life was changed forever when as an innocent boy he thought he had found a play-thing. America’s toys are not meant for children. For shame for shame, I hung my head. He lost his livelihood, and his brother is dead.



I can taste the salty sweet blood in my mouth, I spit, and I can make out three shades of color.
Red, white and blue.

Never forget.
Jamais.